I’m not sure why I feel so frustrated today. I have 4 year old twins, honestly everyday can be somewhat frustrating, but I’m really feeling it today. I don’t like feeling this way. I don’t like my children seeing me cranky and unhappy. I love them very much and don’t like giving them the impression that they are an annoyance.
I joined this great gym last week what has daycare and I’ve been exercising there almost everyday. Exercising has really been great for my stress level and my self-esteem – so not sure what happened with today! My patience is not where it should be. It’s times like this,
that I really look for peace through scripture.
I was doing much better with reading the Bible each day, but have not been so good lately. Excuses … But I do love looking up specific works inthe Bible and going to that scripture. It reminds me that I need to rely on strength from Christ. It also makes me feel somewhat petty. I can’t imagine how frustrating it would have been to have been treated as he was, laughed at, put on a crown of thorns and nailed to a cross. But yet he just showed forgiveness. I feel petty that I am frustrated with my children because I am tired, or because I have an annoying little cold sore on my tongue…nothing compared to what Jesus suffered!
Now that I am done with this post, I feel much more at peace! I suppose if putting this in words was a therapeutic way to eleviate my frustration and bring about contentment.
Thank you for listening to my therapeutic rant!