I’m not sure why I feel so frustrated today.  I have 4 year old twins, honestly everyday can be somewhat frustrating, but I’m really feeling it today.  I don’t like feeling this way.  I don’t like my children seeing me cranky and unhappy.  I love them very much and don’t like giving them the impression that they are an annoyance.

I joined this great gym last week what has daycare and I’ve been exercising there almost everyday.  Exercising has really been great for my stress level and my self-esteem – so not sure what happened with today!  My patience is not where it should be.  It’s times like this,

that I really look for peace through scripture.

I was doing much better with reading the Bible each day, but have not been so good lately.  Excuses …  But I do love looking up specific works inthe Bible and going to that scripture.  It reminds me that I need to rely on strength from Christ.  It also makes me feel somewhat petty.  I can’t imagine how frustrating it would have been to have been treated as he was, laughed at, put on a crown of thorns and nailed to a cross.  But yet he just showed forgiveness.  I feel petty that I am frustrated with my children because I am tired, or because I have an annoying little cold sore on my tongue…nothing compared to what Jesus suffered!

Now that I am done with this post, I feel much more at peace!  I suppose if putting this in words was a therapeutic way to eleviate my frustration and bring about contentment.

Thank you for listening to my therapeutic rant!

About the Author

A Mommy blogger who loves working from home while raising her 9-year-old daughter and 5-year-old boy/girl twins with her husband. I have a passion for learning and enjoy anything having to do with the technical side of blogging. I am also always working on self-improvement and being the best mom I can to my children. I am also a bit of a coffee addict! ❤

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